The fourth clicks,

Dear nenek

2011-12-02T17:28:00.002+08:00

Nenek, please be strong as ever and get well please.
It hurts so bad seeing u in that state. I hate it.
I know you are in pain, but you have to be strong.
Pleasee. I know u want to walk again. Please nenek.
My tears doesn't seem to dry everydays thinking of your state now.
Nenek, you know that whatever has happened, I still love you.
Yes, forever will..

Dear atok

2011-12-02T11:55:00.001+08:00

It's the 2nd December here again. 6 years ago, you left us. 6 years later, now, i'm still missing you so much here. Every year after you left was almost the same. Tears & happiness at the same time. Except this year is different. Nenek is not doing good too at the hospital right now.. Yes, your wife, my grandmother.. We all love her so so much like how you loved her. Please give strength to nenek.. Dear atok, I miss you so.. Dear atok, if only I could tell you what I'm feeling right now. Dear atok, you are at rest but my prayer for you never stop. Yes, it never stops. Al-fatehah.

11.11.11

2011-11-11T10:35:00.002+08:00

This blog have been bared for too long already. I'm so super sorry for not updating. Too busy with school & projects & work. Plus events after events every weekends. I don't even have time for myself, for real! Will be back with updates preety soon, alright bloggers!
By the way, do like the facebook page on the right hand side, Yangseku lovers in Singapore especially!

Eid 2011

2011-09-10T15:52:00.000+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

From The Ozu's ♥

Yangseku in Singapore

2011-08-29T15:33:00.000+08:00

The 2 awesome Yangseku duos was in Singapore on 21 August 2011 performing at Woodlands Bazaar Raya Utara. This was their first appearance in Singapore as Yangseku. Who is Yangseku? They are 2 fantastic preety ladies who is known as Fenty & Putri. Both of them are also younger sisters of the famous singer, Pasha Ungu. Apart from being their elder brother, Pasha was also the producer of Yangseku. As of now, Yangseku have yet to realease an album however they already have 3 singles as of now. The most famous single would be Pujaan Hati, followed by Serba Salah and Ya Tuhanku. All 3 singles are definitely catchy and is my current favourites!

Let's pray for their success to have an album!

They will be here again in Singapore for Warna Raya Fiesta on 17 September.

Those who are interested to know more about their updates, especially in Singapore, do 'like' the facebook link below:

http://www.facebook.com/pages/AyangAyangSG/161720363895536

THANKS AWESOME PEOPLE :)

..

2011-07-21T17:37:00.001+08:00

& what do I do, if I were to die tomorrow..This heart can't speak..The mouth won't talk..Will this be kept forever?..I wonder..

2011-07-20T14:44:00.003+08:00

Having a time of my life now..
Not a good one, but the total opposite..
Dear الله, please guide me through..

Once a Year

2011-07-10T14:39:00.007+08:00

Thank you to my dearest Mum & Ibu for making it happen,
for the food and everything else!

Love you both too much!

Thank you dearest family & cousins for coming.

Almost everyone was there, I was.. overwhelmed.

Thank you so much for making time to come, really!

Thank you so much for the presents, wishes, cash and everything!

Can't thank everyone enough, but from the bottom of my heart, Thank You!

It was like another family gathering, which I missed so much.

Thank you again everyone!

Mother's, you really knows best! <333

My 19th Journey

2011-07-04T00:00:00.001+08:00

Year's pass, here comes the 4th July, again. It's my 19th this year. No wishlist anymore, no big celebrations anymore. I mean I don't need all of that already. As I'm growing, I realise many more important things. What is important for me is to be together with my loved ones, my family, a very good health and insyallah live till a ripen age. Apart from that, I've got 3 big wishlist for myself to get done before I reach the big 20s. Firstly and always, studies of course. I cannot get bored(Yet) with studies. CANNOT. The other two, I know I can & I will. Pray for me. Amin.

Thank you الله for letting me live till this 19 years.

Thank you for all the good things that you have given to me.

Thank you for all the lessons that have made me open my eyes..

Thank you for making me be who I am today.

Thank you to my parents for their guidance, for bringing me up.

Insyallah, one fine day..

Hey 7 month of the year!

2011-06-30T23:46:00.002+08:00

J.U.N.E

2011-06-30T23:34:00.002+08:00

JUNE WAS WELL SPENT!
SCHOOL AND HOLIDAY ALL IN ONE!
STRESS + FUN = ME.
I'll be back with updates soonest! Lots Of Love!!

Always in our prayers

2011-06-30T23:21:00.004+08:00

5 years so long..

Al-fatehah Alpha Noshin ♥

2011-06-25T14:47:00.001+08:00

START OF JUNE HAVE BEEN VERY GOOD! THANK YOU!

♥ THE MUNCHKIN

2011-06-11T13:09:00.005+08:00

UNIVERSAL STUDIOS SINGAPORE WITH THE MUNCHKINS LAST SATURDAY!

OUTING WITH THE COUSINS AKA MUNCKINS HAV NEVER BEEN NOT FUN.

EXPRESS TICKET. UNCOUNTABLE SMOKE BREAKS. ALMOST ALL RIDES.

EVERYTHING SPELLS AWESOME!

I LOVE LOVE LOVE THE MUNCHKINS!

Nur Kasih The Movie!

2011-05-23T11:33:00.009+08:00

"Semakin derita menghimpit kita,
semakin dekat rahmat menghampiri kita"

The day I've been waiting for have finally arrived. Yes, Nur Kasih The Movie, the one I've been waiting for.. Was too excited waiting for the day to come and when it finally came, all was good. Managed to head JB with the girlfriends who was all also a big fan of Nur Kasih! Jackpot! Managed to find our way there and everthing else was good. Despite the very hot weather, we managed to survive for almost 11hours at JB! Though I was so so damn dissapointed that Remy Ishak didn't turn up at the roadshow, I was still excited when I saw Tiz Zaqyah. She's simply gorgeous, amazing! Shafie Naswip was one humorous guy too! Who is he? Oh well, you gotta catch NKTM to know who he is.

So now back to the main point. How was Nur Kasih The Movie, you ask? Okay, should I tell the good points or the bad ones? Maybe the bad ones first. Frankly speaking, I was a little bit dissapointed with the ending of NKTM. Why? I wasn't expecting the main character to totally change when they've become old. I can't even diffrentiate who is who, ya know? And also, the story was a lil bit too fast.. Squeezing all conflicts and problems and happiness in 1 hour 30mins was a bad idea.. So yeah that was the ONLY bad point I thought.

& shall I burst your curiousity and tell what happen? Adam & Nur Aminah, as sweet as ever. Aidil, the brother who sacrificed alot, finally got alot of problems himself & wanna give up life. To tell the truth, I cried buckets when it comes to his part. Do check out Aidil's ever so cute daughter & son too. So gullible the 2 kids! Not forgetting some artists few minutes appearance at the end of the movie. LOL! K thats it ahhh. The rest for me to know & for you to find out :P & btw, the rest of the movie wasn't as disappointing tho. As usual, normal Nur Kasih routine. Love, problems, death, hardship, sacrifice, religion.. All was perfect, as usual. The scene quality was goood. The soundtracks was better. The actor & actress eversince Nur Kasih series was the best. Kudos to NKTM team! ♥

One of my favourite soundtrack by Mila Jirin!

Love it soo much! Enjoyyyz!~

Think & ponder

2011-04-23T21:31:00.002+08:00

"Prayer is not a spare wheel that you pull out when you are in trouble.

Use it as a steering wheel that keeps you on the right path.."

The wheel still turns

2011-04-23T20:56:00.009+08:00

I am preety much back with my busy busy busy life. This time, I really man real busy. Monday to Thursdays is spent schooling + working while Fridays is spent working. I thought the no school Friday is a good thing for me but nah, working doesn't make a difference lah. Saturday will be spent having coaching session and sunday morning, religious class. This is how my life goes for now.. Preety packed except the few hours after coaching and religious class for the weekends. But I would usually take those time to be at home and have my rest. Or attend last minute family events. For now, my life is THAT boring. I'm trying to get use to this life. 2 weeks and going on. Work have been very very fine, the reason why you haven't seen me complain. It's worth the pay and worth what I am doing I should say. The people at work are doing good, as for now. Nevermind, sacrifice now nurulhuda. You will definitely gain in times to come..

Coaching should obviously benefit me be it financially or in my studies. Thank god for coaching I should say. Work would definitely gain me financially & experience whereas school, hmmm as of now, week 2, it have only gain me more and more stress. The demand for the no late coming to class and the demand for projects is driving me crazy, anytime. I'd prefer 10times the stress for theory rather than doing projects. This is just the start, oh god. Crisis after crisis, demand for cooperation after cooperation, I hope it will lead to somewhere.. Please guide me through..

On a brighter note,
KL & Universal Studios(AGAIN) is waiting for you in June.
Cummon nurulhuda! :))

To Him I thank

2011-03-31T11:09:00.002+08:00

I am too happy, lost for words. No distinctions to be proud of, but definitely proud of the grades & gpa, though last term's gpa pulled me down real bad. I have been worrying about my results, even before I sit for my exams. Scared history would repeat itself like last term. Even told my friends I won't be calling/msging them if I didn't do well. But everything was proved wrong just now :) I've been telling myself, any GPA above 3 would be good for me, and there goes. Alhamdullilah. I can't thank him enough for guiding me through this. Y o u a r e g r e a t : ) & definitely many many thanks to my girls for the utmost support & motivation they have given me, especially Nur! I have proved myself for this half year. So another 1 year to go & again, I know I can if I want to :D

Oh my pasha ungu :(

2011-03-27T12:00:00.002+08:00

(Emo & Exagerating post alert!!***)

Hear my heart break? Hear the song hampa hatiku blsting out loud? Hear everything crashing down? Bahahhaa! My goodness, can't believe Mr Pasha Ungu is already hitched, for the second time in a sort of short period of time, which is TODAY. Whyyy pasha whyyyy? Hahaha! Okay, as a diehardfan, I am happy for him lah hor.. *krik krik* Adelia, please take care of my Mas Pasha yah. lmao. & oh please please please, one biggest favour: PLEASE don't appear on stage wherever & whenever Pasha is performing with Ungu after this just because you are his wife. Capek dehhh ahhhhhhhhhh! Give his fans, like me, mercy to see him on stage, as our hot idol, who is (kononnye) single, on stage. PLEASEEEE! Thank you for your understading ayee. Aku ingat oncy yang belum kawin tu kawin dulu. *smacks forehead hard!!* Waduh pashaaaaaaaaa.

Okay enough ranting. Blissful marriage lah for Pasha n Adelia ehh. *heartbreaks*

END OF EMO POST.
(HAMPA HATIKU SONG IN THE BACKGROUND.)

Lets play pretend

2011-03-25T00:09:00.003+08:00

How would you react if you haven't done anything wrong but someone act as if you have done a huge mistake. Hmmm. Yes, human don't realise their mistake cos they think what they do is always right. But cummon, as far as you are concern, I am preety sure I haven't done anything wrong. Actually, this kind of thing you're doing is just too childish. As far as I'm concern, I don't even mention names, so why must you be erm offended? Or terasa? Ever heard of the famous saying, "Siapa makan cili dia terasa pedas?" Yah, maybe this saying have overcome that you feel what I am writing is about the particular you. Hmmm. I am having so many a problem that maybe, just maybe, you thought it was for you. Hmmm.

Oh well, I won't bother wasting my time on this little thing anymore cos this is to little a matter to even care about. Can't be bothered. I just feel like sharing only cos this is my blog, right? :D One thing to bear in mind, I don't hate without a valid reason. I don't hate to the most littlest thing. Cos its just childish, veryyyy! Have a good day&night everyone.

S T O P T H E H A T E, S T A R T L O V I N G :)

Back to the old times

2011-03-24T20:40:00.001+08:00

Its back to the old long long yakking while typing out everything -me. I am too bored that this can be it. Its not that I don't want to work, but work doesn't want me. Its not 1 or 2 places I ever went to but its too many that only god knows how many places I went to.. Therefore I decided to not find a job & stay home. Going out with no kachings is so not me. & always asking from my parents money better not be me too. I'm not the only daughter so I better not be too pampered. Am so thankful with whatever I have. Gotta admit that whatever I want is always fulfilled by either my parents or even nanaozu. Can' t thank them enough.. They never complain, so I shouldn't :) Don't worry, I don't take things for granted.

Realized I have been talking so much about my future. I think it's about time already I think about my future. I am already e-i-g-h-t-e-e-n coming n-i-n-e-t-e-e-n but am still having a blurred vision of my future. I am so fickle minded, very. But now, its no more changing of mind. I will definitely go with the flow with a little bit more efforts of cos. Been talking with my friends about the future courses we wanna take. Many2 different ideas and opinions given & I wasn't even effected to take the shorter route cos I've really made up my mind. Not only that, was talking to a cousin of mine to about our interest and the thinking of expanding it in future. Have been thinking about it actually and there goes my cousin told me her same thoughts. Great mind thinks alike they say. Heheh! But I am serious about this btw. Yet again, its still too early to say anything but having the same dream isn't wrong right? Been thinking so so much about my future. I laugh, i ponder & I do everything just thinking about it. I love how my life goes. Everything goes with the flow..

So exciting how this all goes. Looking forward for much much more exciting things <3

Dear dad

2011-03-23T20:19:00.000+08:00

Felt as if a whole load of burden is off my chest. Sometimes, maybe our own dad is the best person to talk to. I admit, I am not as close to him. We only talk when we need to and joke only when we have the time to do so. But after talking to him, just me & him, manage to get things off my chest. The main problem that have been bugging me..
It is that easy. He is so cool, so relax, that sometimes I am even scared to talk to him. But when he start talking, just everything do make sense and make you think.. You are indeed one in a million.

Thanks bak, i may not show it but you know i do <3 you :)

A reminder from Him

2011-03-23T14:15:00.014+08:00

Received this sms earlier this morning and my heart somehow skipped.
I stunned, think & .... Its just surreal.
Think it's the best I'm sharing, here goes..

" Alsyafiq: Innaa lillaahi wa innaa ilayhi raaji'oon:
Our prophet (SAW) told us that there would be 3 major earthquakes before judgement day. One in the east, one in the west, and one in Arabia. There has already been one in Japan;(East) and one in Haiti;(West). Its so very scary. What have we done to deserve a place in Jannah? We watch TV, swear, talk back & give attitude to elders, we watch things that we are not supposed to watch, some don't even wear a scarf. We listen to music & spend time learning the lyrics, but why not learn the Quraan? Its probably becoz we don't have enough imaan (faith) in us.We need to get rid of bad habits and get onto the good ones. Send this to as many muslim brothers and sisters. If people act upon this, then Inshaallah, you will get rewards. 93% will not pass this on, will you be one of them?

Allah says: 'If you deny me infront of your friends, then I will deny you on the day of judgement."

THan I read this: http://www.google.co.id/tanya/thread?tid=326097ba60b876d4
My heart started thumping so fast...

Are we getting near to the end of world?
Nah it's nothing to scare anyone out. Its a fact that everyone have to face.
Remember, everything is stated in the holy Quraan..

Subahanallah.

Let me stay free..

2011-03-19T16:33:00.000+08:00

I will be back on this internet world, sooon.

So much crisis, misunderstnadings etc..

Sometimes all this doesn't even make sense, how did it even happen?

Maybe keeping quiet and making steps back is the solution.

I will do than..

Here I stand & learn

2011-03-09T20:14:00.007+08:00

Exam is officially over for me, as of today. Just two exam for this end of year one but it have killed so much of my brain cells already. But that also means it's the end of my year one in my Higher Nitec. It was a rather much more pressure year for me. My first semester's GPA was definitely disappointing enough and that is where I am taking it as a motivation to ace my GPA, this time round, with god's willingness, hopefully. Just one more year to goo, I can do it. Time flies too fast. Too much things learned and experience. Nitec & Higher Nitec is definitely two different world, no doubt bout that. And after all, ITE is never the end. Its a way for me to appreciate education and meet different kinds of people along the way. People may look down on ITE like god knows what, but after all, we still gain education just like the Polytechnic & JCs do, in case people don't know. We still have exam, we still have tests, we do have timetables, we attend school everyday & we face stress during our studies too.. So which part of of the things we go through make the ITE students useless? Hmmm. They say, you won't know until you try. True enough. People can look down on ITE all they want, but in the end, it's ITE who have more opportunities in some aspects. We don't only do theory, we do have practicals and that is the advantage. Some or rather most employers now don't only look at your qualification level only, they need experience of an employee. Okay too much of HRA in my mind. I better don't start. Heh heh!

Bottom line is, if you fail once, doesn't mean you'll fail forever. It's just a learning experience for you to analyse and learn from. Going a longer route doesn't mean you're a failure, instead, a failure is one who doesn't even want to get back up and move on with life. I ain't trying to be any motivational speaker, I am speaking through my experience. I've had my lowest point of life, failing my o levels real bad, dissapointing my parents so bad and thinking thats the end of the world but ITE have thought me to be a much much better person, really. I meet alot of people having the same situation as me and theres where i LEARN to get back up. Yes, LEARN. I know it's too early to talk cos I have yet to graduate for my Higher Nitec, even. But than, this positiveness is the ones that keep me going. & not forgetting, most importantly is the motivations from my family & friends especially, is just what I need & I got it..

So, happy holidays to my fellow classmates :)

Come the new ones, the old one goes

2011-02-28T18:48:00.009+08:00

My blog have been rusting too much. 1 month plus or more already. WOAHH! Can't blame me actually. Despite from being too busy, another reason for raarely updating is because of Twitter & Facebook. I'm sort of so much more active down those 2 social webs. Both does what I should be doing on blogger, update on life & pictures. Things change as years goes by, don't you think so? Therefore all this new social sites coming in handy now. Sooner or later, I might just close down this blog of mine. No one knows, not even me. Haha! But apart from all of that, life is doing all good for me. Ever heard of the saying, "You won't be happy forever, but neither will you be sad forever.." TRUE! I really agree with it, tottaly! Therefore just live life to the fullest! I have my goal to obtain in life, & of cos I am so positive this time in reaching this goal of mine. Bak kata pepatah, 'Nak seribu daya, tak nak seribu dalih. .'

Exam is hitting in preety soon too! Therefore I'll be back to my busy me yet again. But the positive thing is that, Year one is finally coming to an end sooonest! Study me is not gonna end anytime soon I know. I am travelling a very very long way but I am very sure it's all gonna be worth it! I've got many people supporting me especially my dearest family, thank you! Time to get this positivity working on still.

♥ ur life, live ur life :)

Dear Fizo Omar

2011-02-23T19:38:00.020+08:00

Yes, that picture above is Fizo Omar. Who is he? Okay he is a Malaysia actor who acts in Bionik, suraya & is hosting for 3hari 2 malam @tv9. He used to be a footballer before he became an actor. I remember watching him on some talk show, AC Disini if i'm not wrong, & went, "Fuhh, hot nya dekni! Rase2 die ade twitter tak eh?" Heheh! That was for real. Not until months later, I found his twitter. Happy lah aku! H e h e h e! Than I start watching his shows, aiyahhhhh fall for him lah. Huahuahua! So, meeting him was NEVER planned. I mean, he came to Singapore for a so called show & I thought ahh I won't getta meet him, until it really happened. FUHHHhHH! Everything happened so fast, it was super last minute where I decided to head to aiport to meet him. Thank god airport & tampines is rather near. :D So everything happens in a blink of eye, & bottom line is, Fizo Omar is so super friendly. I don't regret doing what I did. Hahaha! Thanks to Nur for accompanying me also! <3

THANKS FIZO OMAR FOR BEING EVER SO FRIENDLY!

<3 YOU WOOOO! :D

Arfah Myiesha Baby Shower ♥

2011-02-19T20:24:00.003+08:00

Much loves from your oh so cute aunties(ROTFL),

Arfah Myiesha! ♥

Ultimate Sales Challenge

2011-02-19T00:30:00.001+08:00

Today officially marks the end of the sales competition, after the ~~pathetic~~ prize presentation. Thank you so much girls(Nur, Alisha & Rabia) for giving me the opportunity to join this sales competition with you girls! It was indeed a whole lot of learning experience. We're already at the verge of giving up but we still manage to get 2nd place. Wasn't satisfying for us, cos everyone compete to win. Who doesn't right? But still, our teachers including the section head & everyone else being proud of us is something we should consider to be proud of. Pats on our back girls! :))

Nur Kasih ♥

2011-02-18T18:28:00.005+08:00

Just got addicted to this drama!

Oh Adam, oh Nur Aminah, kamu berdua pasangan idaman semua orang! :))

This drama is really a good package, family, love, religious views, happiness, sadness, all in one!

★★★★★ to be given to this drama, seriously, real goooood!

“Adam dan Aidil tak sama.
Kalau kita berikan air pada pokok yang ini, berbunga.
Kalau disiram banyak mana pada pokok yang satu lagi tu, takkan berbunga, bang.
Malah jadi layu.
Sebab dia perlukan tanah kering untuk hidup subur.
Dia perlukan matahari, tapi kita beri air, bang…” (Hajjah Khadijah)

"kita berbeza bagai langit dan bumi. tapi bukankah langit dan bumi saling memerlukan?"

"Maka barang siapa yang bertaubat sesudah melakukan kejahatan dan memperbaiki dirinya, maka allah akan menerima taubatnya.."
"Sesungguhnya Allah itu maha pengampun lagi maha penyayangan.."

"Bila malaikat maut menjemput, terputuslah amalan anak adam.
Kecuali ilmu bermanfaat, sedekah jariah dan doa anak yang soleh"

Now, I'll patiently wait for this!!!! May come fastttttt!! :D

♥ my girls

2011-02-17T18:59:00.000+08:00

School have been all good for me lately, with my girls around. I thank god for having them, really. Because of them, I've always been looking forward for school,. Cos I know I would have something to look forward for, every single day. Thanks for the love. :))

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

♥

2011-01-06T15:51:00.008+08:00

CONGRATS TO THIS TWO LOVELY PARENTS ON

THEIR NEW BUNDLE OF JOY,

THEIR LITTLE PRINCESS, ARFAH MYIESHA ♥

:DD

NEW YEAR BABY!

2011-01-01T15:45:00.000+08:00

1.1.2011

WELCOME TO THE WORLD

BABY ARFAH MYIESHA!

YOU ARE TOO ADORABLE! ♥

& CONGRATS KAK YUN & ABANG WADA ON THE ARRIVAL of YOUR LIL PRINCESS!

Will definitely meet you again
soonest! :)

HAPPY 2011!

2011-01-01T00:34:00.004+08:00

HAVE A BLESSIING NEW YEAR!

Their journey goes on

2010-12-28T15:59:00.026+08:00

28 DECEMBER 2010

Today marks the 20th love & life journey for this 2 important

people in my life, my mum & dad, my parents!

Thank you for bringing me & siblings up &

all your sacrifices you have done for us. Nothing & no one can beat you guys!

You know we love you so much!

Am happy to see them happy & to many many more

years of peace, joy , good health & happiness. Amin.

HAPPIEST 20th ANNIVERSARY MY

PILLAR OF STRENGTH!

Ungu's Tercipta Untukku, for you both!

LOVE YOU BOTH! MUAH!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Much love, the boyans

2010-12-27T14:23:00.015+08:00

This year's family gathering aka chalet is the best family chalet we had! Every single one was present and everything else flows smoothly! LOVELY! Two 2 double chalets was booked and everythnig else was well arranged. From the swimming session to the non-stop jokes & laughters after 12AM, sabo Kings & Queens, awesome spread of food, games, prizes, entertaining the little kids and the list goes on. Everything was real goood I should say. 3 days 2 nights was really well spent with all the familia. Except the minor hiccups, everything was really really good! It is really recommended to have this kind of family gathering, say one year once? Yes, you can spend time with your loved ones and take a break from working life, at least. Meet all the faces you have not meet for long & enjoy yourselves! Much Love love to everyone present! :))

Love love love :))

Life is like a wheel

2010-12-12T21:14:00.004+08:00

Life is like a wheel moving.

It completes 360 degrees and always have its ups & downs.

Keep on moving and look for new opportunities.

When you're feeling down, inflate it back, stand up back & move on.

Heartiest goodbye 2010.

You've been a good learning journey..

Life as a Kid

2010-12-05T14:54:00.005+08:00

I wanna feel how's life as a little kid is, all over again. The nothing to worry period of life. All you do is cry, smile, laugh, eat, sleep & the rotation goes that way all over again. Life is though isn't it? Yeah, who said it isn't..

(Oh, this is my youngest cutest little cousin btw, Firas..)

Smile, a gift you never ask for :)

2010-12-04T00:47:00.000+08:00

When, times are rough, just think positive & than smile.
When, what you want didn't come thru, just smile.
When your expectations doesn't meet the mark, smile.
When, things doesnt turn out the way it is, just smile.
Smile, cos everyone doesn't need to know you're not okay. It's okay to keep things, at times.
The world always looks brighter from behind a smile.
A smile is a curve that sets everything straight.

Smiling is infectious,

You can catch it like the flu.
Someone smiled at me today,
And I started smiling too.

Just like Justin Bieber's song(tho I'm not a fan),
"You smile, I smile.."

Here's part of the girls who have made school really interesting & lively for me. Also the reason why I look forward to school every other day now :))

BRUNO MARS ♥

2010-12-03T14:42:00.000+08:00

"EASY COME, EASY GO..."

You're the best we ever had:)

2010-12-02T00:23:00.002+08:00

Theres so many things we hafta ask & ponder.

Why things happen? What are the reasons?

Only maybe now, we finally got an answer, maybe.

He passing on, on the day my dad was supposed to be celebrating his birthday.

Theres one OBVIOUS reason.

He doesn't want us to forget him, even a little.

Of course we wont, never will. Insyallah.

To Him we come, to Him we return..

Much loves, Late Mr.

You know, I'll always love you :')

Al-fatehah

"The heart that truly love, never forgets."

2010-12-01T14:39:00.001+08:00

"Without suffering, there'd be no compassion."

-Nicholas Sparks

Nothing like before

2010-11-03T19:00:00.003+08:00

Now, I'd prefer to just close my ears & ignore.
To talk & listen only when I think it gets overboard or when I really need to listen.
Being good doesn't worth anything, only heartbreaking as usuals.
I don't need much, just want to be appreciated at the very least.
It's okay, this is life right?

Wedding via Kampung

2010-10-31T20:53:00.002+08:00

Finally, back to kampung again. This time, its not only my family but with other families too. Was out very early in the morning so that we can reach Kampung early. My dad wire almost tripped when weknowwhy lah huh. So aniways, it was all good. The atmosphere of the wedding itself & meeting the kids all over again. Love it! Went home as soon after the groom came cause we hafta travel back to Singapore and do alil groceries shopping. To Setulang fore our heavy dinner and bamm, back home! All was goood! :)

♥

2010-10-23T23:17:00.001+08:00

Nothing is that easy, never will

2010-10-22T12:15:00.003+08:00

Time to type & speak my thoughts out. Time to get my rusty blog, refreshed! Schools back in action. Somehow, I'm loving it because it only mean I won't be stucked at home doing nothing. It's back to meeting my lovely ABs too. Back to school, back to square one. Time to squeeze out this juicy brain juices & get it working. This sem is sooo much of theory. Up to this 2nd week, I'm still surviving, atleast. Need to get everything back to square one. My attendance & results that is. I know I know last sem's was damn atrocious! The GPA hit me hard obviously! 2.28, wth is that nurulhuda?! Where the hell am I heading if I continue this way. Nitec days are sooo over please! I need to get used with the demanding Higher nitec life! 1 & half year more to go, oh god I will survive, I need to!

School is somehow or rather taking up most of my time. But the timetable have been acceptable for me. Exempted for another module yet again! The best part of school so far. Minimizing my skipping class & not attending school than ace my every test & exams. Thats my short term goal for now. I know I can if I want to! No more time for talk but no action, seriously nurulhuda.

Social life, I need to get it back! Haha! I'm soo lagging in it. Haven't been meeting neither friends nor munchkins for quite sometime. Shall get it back as soon as I get a job. I seriously need a part time job! Oh god, I cant survive this way cos maybe I'm somehow or rather used to work. Okay, I have complain enough. Time to shut up already! Good day everyone.

♥ 20102010

2010-10-20T13:18:00.002+08:00

Hey October

2010-10-01T15:29:00.005+08:00

October is here. Time flies like no one's business. Am enjoying my holiday, though I think I should be working and earn money. Not this way lah, but whatever lah. One more week & it will be back to school. I dont know wether to feel excited or not. Heh. Nevermind lah atleast I have something more useful to do when I'm at school, you see. Oh but minus the stressing part lah. Okay now, its back to housechores again. Idk what its like to be my sisters, like seriously. Diorang hidup senang, house like karung guni house also can stand. But I cant lahhh. TSK!

Aniways, I think Im done with my raya visitings. Not much of visitings this year. No mood plus no time(Bedek Sikit!) Raya moood macam totally gone sia this year, I wonder why. First 2 weeks of visiting, open house than thats it. So yeah, sinces its 1 more weeks left only also.

OKay good day! :D

Allah The ALmighty ♥

2010-09-30T18:18:00.000+08:00

Lil sister turns 15

2010-09-28T13:45:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday my not so little sister!

Its okay to be vain and so talkative but too much of it kills! Haha!

May allah bless you! Love you!

Oh Sang Mantan

2010-09-27T19:00:00.003+08:00

"Roda memang telah berputar.
Mana janji manismu, mencintaiku sampai mati.."

Geisha ♥

2010-09-24T16:34:00.011+08:00

"Mengapa kau benar, Dan aku selalu salah.."

Beyond words could speak

2010-09-23T12:50:00.004+08:00

I am happy beyond words currently. Too many good news.

Ya Allah, I hope this stays for as long as it is supposed to..

Eid Mubarak 2010

2010-09-17T23:46:00.022+08:00

A post on a friday night. Ahaa, people tend to make a big fuss about not going out on a friday night. Chill lah, I know lah that makes me a boring person. But than if go out and you have nowhere to go, better stay home right. Okay, dah start. So its been one week of raya already. Time is flying past preety fast. Im having holiday, again. But the younger sister & cousins is having their mugging week for EOY so that equals to the lack of raya visitings this year. Only chiong to some uncles/aunts houses last weekend. Continue-ing this weekend to finish family's raya visiting. The dad's won't be around tho tmrw. How sad, but its okay. Its soo coincidental & soo understandable :P & I hope I'll be meeting the friends for raya visitings too. I miss them :)

Oh, did I tell you this year raya is different? Yeah totally. But its better than last year for one, & its getting worse for the other. Okay whatever, my dad still teaches us to forgive & forget though so yeah. So heres a complete family photo of the paternal side. I love it :) Selamat Hari Raya! Time to go for visitings, enjoyzz!

"The weak can never forgive.

Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong."

-Mahatma Gandhi

(nicely said :D)

Till the next update, good day!

Heyya hey

2010-09-17T14:40:00.007+08:00

(CHECK OUT MY DAD's EXPRESSION! CLASSIC! HAHA!)

Hari raya have been doing good so far. Will update when I have the time.

Part aku ade time, photobucket down!

Now, I don't have the time, photobucket okay! GRR!

Touched by an angel

2010-09-15T00:12:00.006+08:00

Happy birthday Little Angel,

Alpha Noshin :')

*al-fatehah*

Holiday's in scream & shout

2010-09-14T22:49:00.006+08:00

Come Shoutt Yeaaaaaaaaay!
Exams sooo over baby!

Time to have funnnnn! Hello social Life:)

Bila Cinta Kita

2010-09-14T22:10:00.008+08:00

This is tooo good a show. ♥

After Syurga Cinta & Radit & Jani, this is another goood love story :)

Time to wait for a good local love movie. Haha!

Happy Eid 2010

2010-09-09T14:32:00.022+08:00

Selamat tinggal Ramadan.

Semoga kita bertemu di tahun hadapan, insyallah.

Dan Syawal pun menjelma lagi.

Takbir pun sudah berkumandang.

Sebak terasa di dada.

Minal Aidil Wal FaIzin
Salam Aidilfitri :)

Everyone know its never possible to be like last time..

I miss all those, but I know allah has better plans..

Ya Allah, you know its hard but we'll battle it through..

"Tiada bisikan lembut yang ku dengar

Hanya suara azan sayup bergema

Masih kurasakan hangat tanganmu

Di pagi raya bersalam dengan ku..."

I wish.

2010-09-08T22:23:00.006+08:00

I wish I have someone to talk to.

I wish I can tell someone whatever I'm feeling right now.

I wish I can have the yes or no say.

I wish I can do whatever I want.

I wish things is not like this.

I wish, I'm still wishing. .

Iftar with Munchkins♥

2010-09-08T13:12:00.008+08:00

Breakfast with munchkins was goood.

Maks Place than to Geylang as usuals.

Random conversations as usuals.

Food & non-stop laughters as usuals.

Till we meet again during Raya :)

Iftar 2010

2010-09-01T23:31:00.005+08:00

IFTAR WITH MUCHKINS♥ TOMORROW!

Its been kind of long since we met & hang out.

See ya' alls tomorrow ayee2! :)

♥

2010-08-29T02:03:00.002+08:00

Here comes my life

2010-08-29T01:20:00.009+08:00

Hi, it seems long since Ive rant on this blog. I love pictures more than words but somehow it feel so awkward not typing and ranting. I know who cares, who would wanna read long winded post, but I do care. This is my blogger's life. I feel something amiss not typing so much. Macam paham but very true ahh. :P

SO HERE GOES:

Actually as usual I don't know where to start or what to say. But Ive been doing good. Like I mean life is going on as it is for me. This two weeks break was a marathon for me, for us. Doing things Ive never done before & trying out many2 new things. The only good thing is, school's out fttb obviously. School, oh school I really hope you don't exist. Every little thing about school make me feel so stress. Except friends obviously. Never in my school experience have I hated school because of friends. Oh wait, except the earlier part when my HN starts only i guess. But that's over. I'm doing good with my friends now :) Back to school. I am coping well with my studies but theres somehow or rather too much pressure I am overcoming as of now. Deadlines, projects, test, everything is too demanding. Seriously talking, I am not ready for this kind of hectic life. Didn't know HN is way too tough than what we thought. At times, I really think of giving up on school. But every time I think of that, I will start to sit and ponder. I should appreciate wherever I am now. Working life is never easy. I've heard friends & family sighing about it & thats scary enough to scare me. Yes, I am not ready to be independent. Oh my god lah, I'm already 18 for goodness sake :( That's it about school. I can become more stress thinking about it, seriouslY!

Home is doing good. I'm loving it like for real. But I still miss Ibu & familia at my home. I miss Ibu's cooking so bad(MUHAHHAA!) Yeah, life has to move on. I'm adapting lah. Raya is in two weeks time. We've been spending so much time spring cleaning, as usual. I have no idea what I'm feeling. Neither happy nor excited yet. Nothing changes or nothing happens yet. Been staying home having to face Nenek for this whole 2 week holidays. Though how much Nenek will piss me off, I have never hated her. Talking is easier than feeling but I am saying from the bottom of my heart. Taking care of her is never easy. No I'm not complaining. My mum don't complain so why should I right? But seriously, old people usually test your patience big time if you're taking care of them. So why get affected to little2 words coming out from their mouth?. The same 'pissing off moment' with Late Atok was exactly the same I am overcoming with Nenek now. Only now, I pity Nenek much more than what Late Atok overcome. I won't bother stating it why tho. "Biasalah, tin kosong, Bebual banyak tapi habok pon takda." :) Aniways, I'm happy mum got her full time job. What happens next, nothing lah. Haha I gotta shut up already! :D Okay cut short, I am stopping here.

Selamat Berpuasa Semua! :)

♥

2010-08-29T00:37:00.001+08:00

Dunia Pasti Berputar

2010-08-26T21:54:00.003+08:00

♥

2010-08-25T14:39:00.003+08:00

Our Love

2010-08-16T23:23:00.003+08:00

"Jalan kita masih panjang, ku ingin kau slalu, disisi.."

♥

2010-08-16T22:11:00.006+08:00

Under one roof

2010-08-13T15:33:00.011+08:00

Hi, lovely people. I miss you all already Dear Ibu & Familia. 6 months seems so real. Everything passed by so fast. Sacrifice was indeed sacrifice but it was NEVER A BURDEN. Sleeping together, eat together, jokes & laughters, oh well its nothing new actually. We did that since we're very young, back in 255. Instead now, Im having kind of difficulty going back to my square one. Sleeping back at my room seems so weird cos I gotta feeling like theres something missing. Think Im getting too used to the 6months lifestyle already. & seems like 255 really dont want you to miss 'him' too much. You're staying at 522 now! I'm very sure you're happy now, thank god. If I were to go on & on, I dont think it will end. Theres just too much to say..I miss you all. & you know I love you all ♥ :)

Salam Ramadan

2010-08-11T12:02:00.000+08:00

Ramadan is here again.

Happy fasting to all muslims!

May we be blessed during this month.

♥

2010-08-10T11:48:00.003+08:00

Hi Im Tumblr-ing

2010-08-05T22:38:00.010+08:00

My fickle mind finally says I need to start a new page.
So yeah, I tried out tumblr instead of any other sites. Search me why.
Dat mak nenek dayah's says its too common, everyone's using it!
I'll still be considering it tho but I'll definitely not close this blogger down.
Too much memories in it baby :')
Be it the good or bitter ones.
Its been 5 solid years. :)

Nanaozu Turns Nineteen!

2010-08-04T17:21:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BOOMS DAY KAKAK TUA!
RIDE SAFE & DONT SIKIT2 EMOSI HOR!
SAYANGS KAU MANYAK2!

Touch by an angel

2010-08-04T16:35:00.022+08:00

You came in my dream few days back.
It should be a normal dream, usually but I feel that this time,
its much different than the dreams I had before.
Somehow somewhat, after dreaming of you make me think
& miss you even more.
Everything changes and is not doing good since you
depart from the world.
But I know your reason for coming into my dream too, very well.

There's nobody to say "Dah takmu bebual banyak2."
Theres nobody to do the shhh handsign.
Theres nobody to smile sacarstically w/o teeth.
Theres nobody to look at us & wink whenever someone is nagging.
Ya Allah, I miss everything about you. I know you too well cos
I've grown up with you, nenek & ibu since small.
Spent almost 14 years with you & you left us forever..

I know its no use dwelling about this, Allah is fair.
But I just miss him very much.

Semoga rohmu tenang di alam sana, atok.
Al-fatehah.

Adindaku ♥

2010-08-03T13:59:00.002+08:00

salam nisfu sa'aban

2010-07-27T11:50:00.003+08:00

May we be blessed on this holy Nisfu Sya'baan night.
Amin..

♥

2010-07-17T23:00:00.002+08:00

The paranoia

2010-07-13T19:30:00.003+08:00

Im blogging thru my itouch. I dont know why, i feel like i must blog but am lazy to face e laptop or computer right now.

Reason for wanting to blog, i dont really know why actually. I just got this feeling that i dont think anyone should be having. Ive been thinking of death. Astarghfirullahalazim. I think its just me being paranoid or im really paranoid? I dont know, Im unsure. Every little things that happen, this will start to trigger in my mind. Ya Allah, I dont know what has got into me but seriously talking, I dont like it. I mean, yes everyone have their time written but subahanallah. .

Oh god, praises for you for letting me live. .

18 years of living

2010-07-05T19:26:00.010+08:00

Birthdays, yes many would say its just playing with numbers. Where the numbers increase 1 by 1 every year & you're only growing older. Indeed it is. But besides that, its more of learning experience as we take each steps, as each years goes by.
Its funny when I think back about how I used to get all excited when my birthday is drawing near. But now, the excitement doesnt really shows. You know what, Im more afraid to what awaits me in the time to come. Yes Im serious. I've learn quite alot as this 1st phase of life goes on. From the setbacks in studies esp to the love/hate rs to the very real dramatic life. It all sounds surreal but thats part of the life I have went through. .

Dear God, Thank you for letting me still healthy at this age and for letting me breathe the air still.
Its scary doesnt it thinking of what awaits you infront?
But than, I just need to think of my future now, its time to do it.
Get married maybe w pasha! Hahahaha kidding lah of cos.
Blaja pon tak abes lagi, nak kahwin. Gila ke? haha!

But Im really sure I am not ready still to face the future.
Setbacks/failure really taught me alot & that is the reason why I am being very very extra careful in everything I do now.
Oh life, I am actually not ready for what awaits me, Im really not. .
But I know its time to stand up & face this life! Jia yo!

here comes LEGAL 18

2010-07-05T15:49:00.008+08:00

& my 18 years of living was marked yesterday, 04 July 2010 :)
Thank you everyone for most importantly, remembering it, American Independance Day(LOL). That was all that I asked for, nothing else. & for the bonus, I cant thank you people enough of cos for the present & munchkins ♥ for the mini celebration! You people are loveed! :D
That's for now, I'll be back preety soon!

Which Team? Wildcat! Lol

2010-07-04T22:03:00.002+08:00

*DRUMROLLLSSSSSS*

ITS TEAM EDWARD!
Heheh. It was a hard decisiion cos I guess our theme was alil bit confused.
But let me tell you why,

1st, we're all in black! (If you noticed the cullens)

2nd, We have fangs!
(Okay here's the confused one! Vampires are vampires but they dont have fangs! Instead, Jacob does!
The real ones indeed!)

3rd, some of dem are white-skinned (LOL)

& Lastly, We bite! (LOL)

Heheh, actually it was all coincedence. Yes, we did plan to buy fangs & wear black but didnt even think of which team to be in. Hahaha!

But worry not, Team Jacob is in my HEART!
Okay, Mr Jacob black w sexayy pacs! :P

Twilight Saga; Eclipse

2010-07-04T14:33:00.013+08:00

ECLIPSE WAS THE BOMBS!!
I think its the best series from all the previous Twilight Sagas!
From the fighting scenes to the too many kissing scenes to the bella's being a bitch scene to the newborn vampires scene to the cracking heads scene & everything else. Everything was toooo good! Im in love with Twilight Sagas all over again!

Wanna know which team we're in? Stay tuned :)

My Own Model ♥

2010-07-02T15:34:00.007+08:00

When it comes to make out and posing infront of the camera, I know I can count on her.
When im feeling too bored to do anything, I know I can count on her.
When i feel like trying out something new, I know I can count on her.
I like it when someone likes what I wanna do.
Yes, my sister, Dayah who will be more than willing to pose for me, anytime ;)

4 years since shes gone

2010-06-30T21:38:00.006+08:00

30 june, its been 4 years already since she's left us, the world.
She's been missed over & over again.
Happy playing with the angel dear niece.

We all miss you, very very much.

Our prayers are always for you & atok.
*al-fatehah*

Twilight Saga Fever

2010-06-30T13:37:00.006+08:00

Everytime Twilight Saga debuts, I'll get all feverish over it.
Like seriously, I think Im a Twilight Freak <3
Whats better for Eclipse is that there will be more Eye Candies. Ooooolallaaa. I Like.

"Team Edward or Team Jacob? Im in Team Twilight Saga(S) :P"

Okay Saturday come fast, munchkins I'm sure all of us are ready! :D

only you, yourself & no one else

2010-06-26T15:37:00.014+08:00

"Laughter is the best medicine to wipe sorrows away" -BULLSHIT!
I used to trust on this cos it happened, but not anymore now.
Funny enough isnt it. What to do, life is this way.
Life is truely unfair. But I cant hate life. I have to go on with this life.
Life. Life. Life.

"Dear الله‎, I need help from you to let me stay strong, still.
Im truely sorry for I've sinned, for remembering you only when Im down.
For disobeying you, for not doing what you need us to do.
All easier said than done, but Im sorry.
Please guide me through this life.."

Cousins Le Familia

2010-06-23T19:49:00.004+08:00

Past few weeks, cousins from kampong was here for 2 days. At first, we weren't sure if it could happen. I mean they're staying over at our home & you know how many people are there already in my house currently. Than if they were to accommodate, will it be possible? The answer is a definite yes. We love guests at our home. I love it very much, really. So, we hafta give up our 2nd sleeping place for 2 days. Yes, but in the end, all was worth it. I love the time spent with the little ones especially. Tooo cute! Now, I am missing them already. :)

Till we meet again, soon. :)

dead and gone

2010-06-21T22:56:00.005+08:00

I used to get all excited when I see them, but not anymore now.
I used to get all excited when I receive their calls & msgs, but not anymore now.
I used to get all excited spending time with them, wishing the day would never end, but not anymore now.
I used to miss them so much if we've not met for too long, but not anymore now.
Now, I think its better we're this way.
It's better if we don't meet at all.
It's better if we keep a distance from each other.
We look like we're already the worst enemy.
But I think, it's really better this way. .

down the memory lane

2010-06-20T02:09:00.008+08:00

Im really thinking of moving to another site. Cos every time I look back at the archives, it brings too much memories & it somewhat breaks my heart. The happy moments that I know would never come back. It hurts, tooo much knowing things and situations is turning this way. If only they knew, I want the old times back. .

"Biar hati ini mencintakanmu, dalam hayal ku kan merindumu.
Biar pedih sakit memilikimu, namun hati takkan ku berubah. ."
- Sarah Aqilah

Ainchan Turns 17-Teen

2010-06-20T01:17:00.013+08:00

Happy turning seventeen dearest cousin ainchan!
Since this year is a busy year for you (haha) so i'll just wish you through technologies. Some things may or may not be changing but fret not, we shouldnt be affected. Tell me when's the last time we met. (Oh during our BIG DAY; 24 april! LOL!) Since u're having ur busy year maybe we will meet after ur o's end ajaa! We'll continue with our 'fights' over pasha & updates than & also more concerts to go to. Hahaha kira lah brapa lama tuu. Furthermore we're staying like ehem from one end to the other end kan so thats one or another reason. Haha. So yes, best of luck for ur o's and of cos ur future endeavours! Oh yes tk lupe juga Pasha kirim salam peluk cium. Haahahahha! Chin up & have a blast! :D
Xoxo hudaoz ((;‏

AB, my new school life

2010-06-19T15:37:00.004+08:00

Just realised Ive never updated about my school life. My new but not so new school life. Okay whatever that is. Many people thought Im in my year 2. Nehh, Im still in the same school but different classmate, different environment. Im just starting my new phase of life yet again. Yes, back to Year 1. Its starting all over again, back to square one. Life in higher nitec has been so soo much different than nitec life. Its preety much more demanding. I'm turning into a geek anytime sooon. My classmates & CA is the motivation. I mean, you wouldn't want to see everyone else studying so hard except you right? Furthermore, the past always trigger my mind. Yes, it helps. & all my classmates are friendly people. ITE doesnt mean you have to look ouh soo cool and become mats & minahs. Ewwwwww. Everyone have their different oppinions & perception, so be it :)

Indofest 2010

2010-06-13T14:36:00.032+08:00

As long as you know theres Indonesian Bands Concert in Singapore, I can assure you there will be an update from me. (But up to now only lah) I think I am actually an Indonesia Band(SSSS) fanatic rather than cliquers, masivers and so on. How not, of all the concerts I went to, not even one was disappointing. Including the latest one, Indofest 2010 featuring Dmasiv & Sheila On 7.

It was as two thumbs up, as breath taking, as mesmerizing, as entertaining as any other concert. It was a super last minute plan though for the 5 of us who went. First, it falls on a weekday. Secondly, we didnt even plan to go. Thirdly, the other 4 attended more to because I wanted to. Sweeeettt! :D HAHA! Since it was a last minute thing, I didnt want to crack my brain on what to wear. So tshirt & pants it is, no make up no nothing. Heh Heh. We feel so awkward at first cos we're the slackest. The rest were dressing to kill. "Cummon, its fort canning! & we hafta seat on a mat! HAHA!"

Whats important is the concert actually. I really salute Dmasiv, Ive loved them for always writing meaningful nice songs and watching them live was never a disappointment too. Though I admit theres 2/4 of their songs I dont really know. But songs like Diantara Kalian, Diam Tanpa Kata, Rindu Setengah Mati, Merindukanmu, Jangan Menyerah etc was Awesomeszxss! They did covers like High & Dry & "baby oh baby" song. Than, they closed their part of concert with Cinta Ini Membunuhku with some sing alongs. After Dmasiv, it was Sheila On 7's turn. By the time, I can hear my leg crying for help already. But I was still waiting by the stage for SO7 to appear.

Duta S07 opened the show with Berhenti Berharap's chorus. Macam mau pengsans! Tooooooooo Gooood! He than started with their old time hits like Pemuja Rahsia, Melompat Lebih Tinggi, Dan, Sebuah Kisah Klasik, Tunjuk Satu Bintang etc & some medleys of Bila Kau Tak Disampingku, Anugerah Terindah Yang Pernah Ku miliki, Seberapa Pantas etc. Than to some of their new hits, Mudah Saja etc before moving on to continue Berhenti Berharap. LAstly, they closed their part with Sephia's acoustic. Superrrrrr GOOOOODD! Encore was Dmasiv ft S07 with Yang Terlewatkan. Managed to meet Rian(the vocalist); the man who doesnt shows he's smile on the face but definitely from his heart(: Everything was so good that we only leave Fort Canning at 12AM.

Maybe, maybe ive planned that this would be my last concert for this year.
Can trust anot my words? Muhahaha! :D

"dimana kau selama ini, bidadari ku nanti,
kenapa baru sekarang, kita dipertemukan" - Yang Terlewatkan

For you I will

2010-06-01T18:38:00.006+08:00

MY FAMILY WOULD BE MY BEST MEDICINE ♥

VIP DI HATIKU ♥

2010-05-30T14:45:00.009+08:00

♥ Jyeah, so heres the new found love.
1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th, Iwan Chew tetap dihati. ♥

Universal Studio Singapore

2010-05-24T23:39:00.000+08:00

We finally stepped our foot on this place, yes the place that have just recently open & the place where everyone have been wanting to go and have been talking about. Its Universal Studio Singapore people! :D

I had my time of my life there yesterday, whats more its spent with my lovely family. Thanks Maybank for organizing a Family Day at USS! It may be a crazy idea but Maybank have spent lotsa money & did just that. ^^ Everything in there makes you feel like you're at hollywood, indeed. From the atmosphere to the food to the people to the mascot & everything. We spent a solid one whole day in the USS btw & managed to cover almost every part of it. & oh, if you think USS is only for kids & teens, you're definitely wrong. Mums & dads & maybe gramps are welcome too, cos there are more entertainment rather than games only there. Not clear enough? OKay theres places like how hollywood movies are made, movie theater in hollywood kind of feeling & theres many many more lah. Every entertainment & rides are WORTH THE WAIT. :D If I were to tell you a whole lot of story on how USS is like, than it will be no surprise for you. So I'll sum it up in one word it is definitely = AWESOME! Go make your way there with your family especially! :D

(But of cos we're abit sore galantica isnt open yet when we visited there. :( But its okay, cousins say next year we'll be heading there together. Next year might be too long a wait but anything for USS! Hekheh)

Sneak preview my family @ USS,

& you'll be as happy as the happy me toooo
after making a trip there! :)

Not satisfied yet? Okay how about you have a peak on my photo album
to have a look how Universal Studio looks like.
Dont worry, me & siblings took picture at every corner of the USS.
Heh kidding, ALMOST every place we visited to only lah. :D

SNEAK PEAK 1/SNEAK PEAK 2

To whom you may

2010-05-18T00:03:00.002+08:00

"Everything's gone tooo soooon. ."

"Happiness wont last forever"

"You'll NEVER be 'on top' forever, you'll slip & fall one fine day"

Dan Demi Waktuu

2010-05-15T15:23:00.016+08:00

,
Da Bombs Encore; Ungu Live In Singapore :))

"Huda Ozu is missing all those old old moments, family & friends. Basically everything. But than its true what some say "forget the past for it wont come back to you. Think of now & the future for it will do you better." Old times I miss you, now & future im always looking forward for you ;))"
- as per quoted from my FB.

Yes, this is really happening. At times, Im always thinking back of all those good times happening back than. The friends, the family moments. Oh well, people move on & so do I. Im happy with my life now, very indeed. But while you're enjoying, think back of people who have made impact in your lives. Yes, they did in one way or another. Sometimes I wish, I wish time could turn back. But everyone knows, that will never happen. Its just 4 syllabus that can sooth others, maybe. Heartpains & laughters, all was good. No more of all those now. Now, its time to move on, out of the shell. Living life to the fullest, making new marks, creating a new circle of experience. Jia You!

Abang Wada turn 24!

2010-05-07T14:15:00.009+08:00

Yesterday was indeed a memorable day, not only for Abang Wada himself, but also for us who were there. But whats important is it was a success lah. Editing pictures, find stuffs, presents, balloons etc. We were mostly the bodyguard only lah following Kak Yun. Hekheh! Everything else turned out to be fine on the day itself. The theme was something related to police & theif so black & white/stripes it was. Food, cake cutting, games all was goood. Except the fire mishap which happen while cake cutting obviously. Aftermath was spent at A&E accompanying Abang Wada for his check. Its fire deyy! & we ended our day at about 3AM. :)

"Laughter & smile will make your angry heart soften"

♥ Ungu Mega Concert In Singapore

2010-05-01T03:46:00.036+08:00

(If you know me, you will know what will happen when my Ungu update is in e house.*peace*)

Here I am, finally, trying so hard to come out with my own liputan(ha-ha!), still. Ive been thinking on where to start or even how to start. Should I go on with the fanatic fan mode update or the disappointing fan mode update? Since the event is a Mega one, I should make it Mega too shan't I? Hmmm. HA-HA! Okay, Im laughing to myself as Im typing. I think this is the effect of watching/reading too much infotainment shows. :)

So yes, the title is very familiar indeed. Yes, the Mega Concert everyone has been waiting for. Yes, its Ungu again & nothing else for almost 3 consecutive years. (Tsk2, betol punya setia aku) It all started the moment the news about them having the concert was out, thanks to Gumbira updates. Too much joy overcome me. Really, if you know me, you should really know me. Like what ainchan & me talked about upon knowing Wali had their VIP tickets for the audience last January, we went "Walau, if ungu have VIP ticket, conferm plus chop must go one!" & so everything really happened so fast. One moment we were really expecting things to come true, since we know Pasha got some case happening back at his country & thought our hope will only remain hopeful. But than, time flies by like no ones business. Things started becoming so true. Ticket booking done on the first day the ticket was on sale, thanks to noniedapony.

Waited for MONTHS for this day to come. From checking updates time & again to reminding each other to not get over excited & of course, to the super last minute almost not wanting to go(shall not elaborate more). On the day itself was a super rush. Maybe, just maybe our instinct know what is going to happen. Wishful thinking.

24th April 2010 @ Singapore Indoor Stadium it was. Tujuh start of the concert with Aisheteru & ended with our all time favourite, Janji! For the first time, I'm in love with our local bands! ;) Than it was Ungu In The House! Our clearest view would be Oncy as we were seated at e side. Tina's luck huh this time. They started off with their usual hit, Bayang Semu & I still thought I was watching them on Tv though my heart feels like it can pop out anytime thanks to the Boom boom boom sound system! My ears was falling deaf anytime too. Lighting was awesome but I had to use my hand & stretch open my eyes often to tell myself this is real. 3 HOURS of non stop entertainment was all tooo goood. Hypervilated with their each & every hits. From Seperti Yang Dulu to Berikan Aku Waktu to Dilema Cinta to Acoustic version of Andai Ku Tahu to swopping roles during Saat Indah Bersamamu etc etc & the encore of cos, Demi Waktu. 18 songs in total, I was mesmerized singing to the songs with Tina throughout the concert. But Hady Mirza singing Untukmu Selamanya disturbs me somehow. He's a little bit too over I thought. Not forgetting, Pasha with his non-stop jokes & ceramah(talks). He talks really alot huh till it felt like we're attending religious class, as usual. Encore was predictable because I think I saw the exact same thing at ST12's concert the other time. But seriously, it was DA BOMBS!

By the end of the concert, all of us was one really satisfied & happy goober I should say. It would be a much more sweet memories for us too if our day ended there. But too bad, our day didnt end there. Our excited moments for the after concert Meet & Greet was rather ruined. Not almost, but partly at least. 5 minutes, sounded quite acceptable, at first. But the moment we're at the other holding room to meet the band members, it wasnt even 5 minutes given. Not only that, some people decided to spoil our day. (But fyi, I still cant hate him till now. What ghost has got into me tell me?) MOod was dumped at the end of the day, how dissapointing. But me being me is still trying to look at the bright side. "Maybe, they're really tired. 3hours of non-stop concert, you can expect this." But than again, tina said i was just trying to please me. Haha. No, tina. Even the organiser said they were Rebellious after that. We're considered lucky, still. :)

So, I think the 6 of us should try to forget the negative part(s) & make this concert a memorable one for us to remember instead? Haha. Cos I've tried, & I failed. We can't officially hate this & decide to kick them off, right? THEIR SONGS ARE SUPER ADDICTIVE, one thing for sure! & up till now, I still think its worth my every penny Ive work hard for just to attend this. Hehehh. Sekians.

"Kini ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu, terlambat bagiku,
pergi darimu. . ."

MEET & GREET TIME :)

Differentiate my smile & my sister's(right).
Yes, she's happier than me by the end of the day. Bak kata ainchan, Cliquers Sejati. :)

"Hapus sudah air matamu, aku mengerti ,
Ini bukan maumu, ini bukan inginmu . . "- Jika Itu Yang Terbaik